Am I right?

My name is trollz0r. I am friends with few people on EC (Shiv, Sharingan, Mioster, few more). I have been playing on EC since August and I play on it for 7-10 hours a day. I’ve been jailed twice for abusing a bug and BadBoy accidentally jailing me for dying in a fire (accused me :P).  Shiv and Ken (banned perm) has helped me through EC in my first week. I’ve met people and I sell many items at good prices. But the only thing is, I wanna be ExpertMod, but judging from me being jailed (twice) makes me know that if I make an ExpertMod application, most people will vote down. 1. Because half the people and a mod hates me, and 2. I’m very un-trusted just becuase of my name -.- (TROLLz0rdf) A lot of people call me troll or trollz, and that makes other people hate me and think I’m a griefer or other cheetos. I’m actually trustable and VERY FEW people hang out with me. So, it’s ok for me not to be ExpertMod… Am I right?